From: Metaqualia (metaqualia@mynichi.com)
Date: Mon Nov 22 2004 - 07:13:51 MST
That would also describe me before I started studying singularity and 
transhumanist topics.
I wasn't terrified at all, I became a hedonist and devoted my life to sex 
and music.
Horror is not what you know will happen for certain, it is what you 
constantly fear and doubt about.
Overall I am more depressed now because I worry about not being suspended 
properly...
mq
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "gabriel C" <drachyneyes@hotmail.com>
To: <sl4@sl4.org>
Sent: Monday, November 22, 2004 4:50 AM
Subject: RE: Yehuda Yudkowsky, 1985-2004
>I wonder if there was ever an atheist who accepted the full
>>horror, making no excuses, offering no consolations, who did not also hope 
>>for some future dawn.  What must it be like to live in this world, seeing 
>>it just the way it is, and think that it will never change, never get any 
>>better?
>>
>
> That would describe me, before I stumbled upon this list in 1999. Facing 
> certain extinction, I was alternately terrified and depressed. I still am, 
> but now with a tiny thread of hope. Otherwise I think I would be insane by 
> now.
>
>
> 
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